Swarm   Listen: you have to live, too. You spend so much time inside your head that it's easy to get lost in there, echo chamber inside of echo chamber, resounding bits of guilt from failed gifts years before and other social failings. They are minor. They are major. You are still related. No one has cut you off. It's easy to seize up thinking about it and the strangeness of how difficult it is to know and love and spend time with other people, but you do it anyway.